Thought String

Blessed Chinese New Year

allan211994 — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 16:50:35 +0000

Transformation

allan211994 — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 07:14:55 +0000

In my pursuit of finding answers and purpose, I’ve almost forgotten.

That You are the centre of it all.

And to find what I seek, I must first seek You.

You are the creator, the almighty and my lover.

How can I love anything else more than you.

Craving

allan211994 — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 13:44:40 +0000

Second Chapter

allan211994 — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 06:12:34 +0000

I’m not done, yet.

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allan211994 — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 21:31:12 +0000

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“I’ll be by your side.”

allan211994 — Fri, 30 Dec 2011 16:20:16 +0000

Today was a great day, mainly because of what happened in the morning. I went to my scheduled doctor’s appointment like always. Just that, this time, my uncle and aunt were here to accompany me. We had a long talk during breakfast after that. I was so touched, and I want to thank God for placing strong believers in the family in my life to encourage me. We went through many things, like my father and my own condition. They even assured me they will keep me in their prayers, finding and asking for specifics so they could be more specific in them as well. It was a rare occasion for me, getting to eat with my relatives, and I really appreciate it.

Just when I was getting tired, God was faithful. He gave me such a blessing, and he reminded me that he was here with me. I thought I could battle them alone. I thought I was strong enough, that I didn’t need to surrender those situations fully to him. It was indeed, by his grace, that I can actually write about this. I was reminded of how weak I actually am. I hate it, and I never want to feel that way ever again. When I am about to breakdown, He will be the first that I seek. When I feel like giving up, His hand will be the first I hold on to. And when I feel that no one can understand me, I will know that He can. There is no such thing as surrendering half a problem, he doesn’t deserve that.

Knowing that your 100% is nothing compared to what He gave on the cross, would you dare give less?

Level

allan211994 — Thu, 29 Dec 2011 16:29:52 +0000

Never ending ones to understanding. The beauty of it is that achieving them takes time.

To love without falling

allan211994 — Wed, 28 Dec 2011 16:42:17 +0000

The Sun has to set. One cannot truly love without giving themselves up and being vulnerable. Accepting the downs is inevitable. We have to fall in order to love, thus the phrase “falling in love”. Sometimes it’s just so hard to love. Maybe that’s why I need to adopt the heart of God, one piece at a time.

To take love to its next level, one has to love to love.

“Before you can truly live, you must first learn to love.”

- Jennie Clemans

Illusions

allan211994 — Tue, 27 Dec 2011 20:11:49 +0000

Capitalism – “It attacks and destroys all the finer sentiments of the human heart; it ruthlessly sweeps away old traditions and ideas opposed to its progress, and it exploits and corrupts those things once held sacred. It has has destroyed our belief in any effective power but that of self interest backed by force.” – Daniel De Leon

“I am the CEO of the company, therefore I’m always right.”

“Your skin colour is different, therefore you are different.”

“I am older than you, therefore I’m more mature and experienced.”

A society that worships idolatry, experience and power.

What would I not give to escape from reality.

I like to think

allan211994 — Tue, 27 Dec 2011 11:05:19 +0000

For what reason does this exist.

The dynamics, rationale and purpose behind this are I believe, beyond my comprehension.

One day, you’ll have to answer all of my questions.

But, for now, I’ll continue to give my life to You.