Today was a great day, mainly because of what happened in the morning. I went to my scheduled doctor’s appointment like always. Just that, this time, my uncle and aunt were here to accompany me. We had a long talk during breakfast after that. I was so touched, and I want to thank God for placing strong believers in the family in my life to encourage me. 
We went through many things, like my father and my own condition. They even assured me they will keep me in their prayers, finding and asking for specifics so they could be more specific in them as well. It was a rare occasion for me, getting to eat with my relatives, and I really appreciate it.
Just when I was getting tired, God was faithful. He gave me such a blessing, and he reminded me that he was here with me. I thought I could battle them alone. I thought I was strong enough, that I didn’t need to surrender those situations fully to him. It was indeed, by his grace, that I can actually write about this. I was reminded of how weak I actually am. I hate it, and I never want to feel that way ever again. When I am about to breakdown, He will be the first that I seek. When I feel like giving up, His hand will be the first I hold on to. And when I feel that no one can understand me, I will know that He can. There is no such thing as surrendering half a problem, he doesn’t deserve that.
Knowing that your 100% is nothing compared to what He gave on the cross, would you dare give less?
